yah kaya- kizna qaaÊ jaOsaa ik ka^rilasa gaaopsa- nao ApnaI svaIiDSa iDvaolapmaoMT kI – Aa^proSana ejaoMsaI ³esaºAa[-ºDIºeº´ irpaoT- maoM jaulaa[-Ê 1997 maoM kha qaa [samaoM kula 2000 pula AaOr 92 saurMgao hOM ijanhoM eosaI duga-ma phaiD,yaaoM ko baIca banaayaa jaanaa qaaÊ jahaM Anaok naidyaaM hOM. yah piryaaojanaa sabasao baD,I hO AaOr Saayad [sa doSa maoM banaa[- jaa rhI sabasao kizna maaga- vaalaI rolavao yahI hOÊ jaao kma–sao–kma ivaSva ko [sa Baaga kI sabasao baD,I rolavao hO. [sa piryaaojanaa maoM Anaokanaok samasyaaeM bahut hI kma samaya maoM AaOr kuSala kaya-xamata sao saulaJaa[- ga[-MM. ipClao paMca dSakaoM maoM ivaSva ko [sa Baaga kI yah sabasao baD,I rola piryaaojanaa hO ijasanao tknaIkIÊ iva<aIyaÊ Baavaanaa%mak yaa manaaovaO&ainak kiznaa[yaaoM kao par ikyaa hO.

[sa kaya- ko ilae caT\TanavaalaI sahyaad`I phaiD,yaaoM kao kaT krÊ 1500 naidyaaoM kao par krnaa qaa AaOr ifr ]nako baIca sao jahaM kuC BaI nahIM qaaÊ vahaM rolavao laa[na banaanaI qaI. [tnaa hI nahIMÊ baIca–baIca maoM jahrIlao saaMp AaOr baaGa vahaM sao gaujarnao vaalaaoM kao bahut hI krIba sao doKa krto qao. igarto tTbaMQaaoM AaOr duga-ma phaiD,yaaoM ko baIca [MjaIinayaraoM kao kzaor pirEama krnaa pD,ta qaa laoikna ]nhI [MjaIinayaraoM kao ]na laaogaaoM ko Baavaavaoga ko samaya ijanakI jamaIna laI ga[- qaIÊ A%yaiQak saMvaodnaSaIla BaI haonaa pD,ta qaa.

[na kizna vaYaa-oM ko daOrana [MjaIinayaraoM ko ilae pairvaairk jaIvana BaI duSvaar hao gayaa qaaÊ jaba vao laaoga kama pr jaato qaoÊ tba ]nakI pi%nayaaM yah nahIM jaana patI qaI ik ]nako pit Aaja rat laaOTkr Gar AayaoMgao BaI yaa nahIM! inamaa-Na carNa ko daOrana Anaok [MjaIinayar Apnao pirvaar sao dUr rhto qaoÊ yahaM tk ik vao dIpavalaI jaOsao %yaaOharaoM pr BaI Gar vaapsa nahIM jaa pato qao.

hr trh sao kama krnao kI halat Kraba qaIÊ yahaM tk ik jaUnaÊ1994 maoM mahaD, maoM saD,k kI sath sao 10 sao 12 fIT }pr tk baaZ, Aa ga[- qaI AaOr jaba baaZ, GaTI tao yah doKa gayaa ik kaoMkNa rolavao kI ek jaIp kI saIT pr 6 [Mca maaoTI imaT\TI kI trh jama ga[- hO. [saI trh caar kamagaar knaa-Tk isqat baOMdUr saurMga ko AMdr panaI maoM fMsa gae qao @yaaoMik yakayak baaZ, kI lahr Aanao ko karNa vao 60 fIT kI dUrI tk panaI maoM bah gae qao.

kovala panaI hI Ktra pOda krta qaa eosaI baat nahIM qaI EaI vaIºAarº kulakNaI- ko ]<araiQakarI EaI eºefºSaovaroÊ mau#ya [MjaIinayarÊ r%naaigarI ³]<ar va dixaNa´ tqaa kuDala ko mau#ya [MjaIinayar qao ko Anausaar jaulaa[-Ê 1997 maoM maanasaUna ko daOranaÊ ek pUrI kI pUrI phaD,I ka iknaara ]xaI maoM Zh gayaa qaa. [sako malabao ko AMdr Zor saarI maSaInaoM dba ga[- qaIM laoikna 200 majadUr baala–baala baca gae qao.

tIsa vaYaI-ya riva kpUrÊ kaya-karI [MjaIinayar jaOsao laaoga baD,o hI BaagyaSaalaI qao.10 A@tUbarÊ 1997 kao poZ,Nao saurMga ka inamaa-Na kaya- pUra haonao maoM tIna maah baakI qaoÊ ]sa va@t vao jahaM KD,o qaoÊ zIk ]saI jagah pr imaT\TI ko Z,hnao kI ek baD,I duGa-Tnaa hu[- qaI. ]sa va@t EaI kpUr nao Apnao kao CatI tk imaT\TI ko Andr dbaa huAa payaa. ]naka holamaoT caUr – caUr hao gayaa qaa AaOr ]nako pOr pr ek baaolDr Aa igara qaa.

ek sahkmaI- EaI vaIºjayaSaMkrna ]nako bacaava ko ilae Aagao baZ,o AaOr ]nhaMonao EaI kpUr kao baD,I futI- sao bacaa ilayaa. baad maoM EaI jayaSaMkr kao [sa bahadurI ko ilae purskRt BaI ikyaa gayaa qaa. EaI jayaSaMkr kao [sa sajagata ko ilae QanyavaadÊ ijasako karNa Anya kamagaaraoM kI jaana BaI baala–baala baca ga[- qaI. [sasao phlao 26 AgastÊ 1997 kao [nhIM ko Wara samaya pr caotavanaI ide jaanao ko flasva$p kamagaaraoM kao hTayaa jaa saka jaba poZ,Nao saurMga maoM p%qar igarnao kI ek BayaMkr GaTnaa GaTI qaI. kD,I caunaaOityaaoM ko baavajaUd BaI vao laaoga Apnaa kama jaarI rKo hue qaoÊ ]nakI kaya- pUra krnao kI lagana sao yah saba pUra ikyaa jaa saka.

EaI Saovaro ko Anausaar yah kaya- baD,a kizna qaaÊ @yaaoMik jaba–jaba vah [sa rola maaga- sao yaa~a krto hOM tao vao [sa baat pr ivaSvaasa hI nahIM kr pato ik hma kaoMkNa rolavao banaa pae hOM. ]naka Aagao khnaa hO ik yah bahut baD,I caunaaOtI Bara inamaa-Na kaya- qaa AaOr [saI karNa hmaaro mana maoM ekjauT haonao kI Baavanaa ka inamaa-Na huAa jaao [sa piryaaojanaa ko saflatapUva-k pUra ike jaanao maoM baD,I inaNaa-yak isaw hu[-.

25 janavarIÊ 1998 kao kuDala maoM samaUcaI rolavao caalaU ike jaanao ko ek idna phlao Aayaaoijat samaaraoh maoM ek [MjaIinayar nao kha qaa ik yaid laaoga [sao ek naaOkrI ko $p mao samaJatoÊ tao [sao pUra krnao maoM 25 vaYa- lagato qao. pNajaI ko ]sa va@t ko mau#ya [MjaIinayar EaI esaº baalakRYNa nao ApnaI saIQaI–saadI SaOlaI maoM kha qaa ik saat vaYa- kI kizna laD,a[- ko baad hmanao AsaMBava kao saMBava kr idKayaa hO!